Any tips???

I'm currently going through the ANGRY phase of the break up... that GIT is going to get on a plane tomorrow KNOWING full well I should be with him.  I don't think he should be going.  If I can't go, neither of us should go and we should BOTH lose our money.  Why should I lose the money because He broke up with ME?!  I didn't choose this?!  He should go in a month or so... not tomorrow, not on OUR holiday, not without me... :-(